Gutterflower & Dizzy Up The Girl Lyrics

Gutterflower

Big Machine 
Ecstasy is all you need
Living in the big machine
Oh you're so vain
Now your world is way too fast
Nothing's real and nothing lasts
And I'm aware
I'm in love and you don't care
Turn your anger into lust
I'm still here but you don't trust at all
And I'll be waiting
Love and sex and loneliness
Take what's yours and leave the rest
So I'll survive
God it's good to be alive
I'm torn in pieces
I'm blind and waiting for you
My heart is reeling
I'm blind and waiting for you

Still in love with all your sins
Where you stop and I begin
And I'll be waiting
Living like a house on fire
What you fear is your desire
It's hard to deal
I still love the way you feel
Now this angry little girl
Drowning in this petty world
Oh who you run to
Swallow all your bitter pills
That's what makes you beautiful
You're all or not
I don't need what you ain't got

I'm torn in pieces
I'm blind and waiting for you
My heart is reeling
I'm blind and waiting for you

I'm blind and waiting for you
I'm blind and waiting for you
 Think About Me 
You take a lot of chances with your feelings
No one really knows what you feel
And fiction is the only way you're dealing
You turn your pretty head if it gets real

You take it so slowly
And your eyes look so lonely
And it's only when you think about me
Oh yeah
When you think about me
Think about me

I got head don't let me sleep
You got secret I can't keep
You see a little stranger in your mirror
The girl you never know is what you fear
You take is to so slowly
And your eyes look so lonely
But it's only when you think about me

Oh yeah
When you think about me
Think about me
All you want is something I can't be
All you want from me is what you need
And I'm saying

You take it so slowly
And your eyes look so lonely
But it's only oh you, take it so slowly
Now it's only 'bout me
When you think about me
Think about me
When you think about me
Oh yeah
When you think about me
Think about me
When you think about me
 Here Is Gone 
You and I got something
But it's all and then it's nothing to me
And I got my defenses
When it comes to your intentions for me
And we wake up in the breakdown
Of the things we never thought we could be

I'm not the one who broke you
I'm not the one you should fear
What do you got to move you darling
I thought I lost you somewhere
But you were never really ever there at all

Chorus:
And I want to get free talk to me
I can feel you falling
And I wanted to be all you need
Somehow here is gone

I have no solution
To the sound of this pollution in me
And I was not the answer
So forget you ever thought it was me

I'm not the one who broke you
I'm not the one you should fear
What do you got to move you darling
I thought I lost you somewhere
But you were never really ever there at all

Chorus

And I don't need the fallout of all the past
That's here between us
And I'm not holding on
And all your lies weren't enough to keep me here

Chorus

And I want to get free talk to me
I can feel you falling
I know it's out there
I know it's out there
I can feel you falling
I know it's out there
I know it's out there
Somehow here is gone
 You Never Know 
You never know
some folks think the world just moves too slow
But was it you?
Who told me I'm your everything

Chorus:
You hit me like I never felt before
Hit me like a sucker punch, you're rotten to the core
You know you hit me like I've never felt before
Silly for the last time

You never take
A promise from a man who sheds his skin
You had to wait
For my achin' heart to break

Chorus

Oh, everyone gets angry
I feel it when you're holdin' me
But in the right place, at the right time, to the right degree
It's a breeding ground
For the pain i've found
From dealin' with your scene
And you know that ain't easy
 What A Scene 
When you're feeling all wrong in the back of your mind again
How does it feel
When you drop down everything's all the same
Saccharine caffeine nicotine gum
Yeah it tastes sweet but it's not for long
And I just think you thought it would be
When you're looking for truth on the cover of a magazine
How does it feel
When you find out what you're not gonna be
They give you your image and the things you believe
Open your eyes tell me what did you see
And I just think you thought it surreal

How does it feel when you're out on your own
And now it's too late to come home
And it's hard to be free when you're down on your knees
Take it easy till you make it alone

Now you're a supermarket punk rock television comedy
Out on the scene
Yeah I bit down now there's no hand to feed
And all the beautiful images lining your walls
Pop radio screaming down the halls
Now you think you found something real
When it's all about money and the things that you need
Live a big lie and they all believe
Now I just find that somehow obscene

How does it feel when you're out on your own
And now it's too late to come home
And it's hard to be free when you're down on your knees
Take it easy till you make it alone
Take it easy till you make it alone
What a scene
Yeah
When it's all been said before
And all been done
Take it easy till you make it alone
Take it easy til you make it alone 
 Up, Up, Up 
Are you listenin' now ?
Are you feelin' that way
Aren't you terrified?
Of wakin' up too tired to try again?

Are you happy now
That you've shut yourself down
Are you paralyzed
By all the nonsense that's gone down

I know you're gonna see these things some day

Sorry-eyed we spent so much of your time
Now I'm tryin' to put your riddle to a rhyme
Now it's up up up I'm headin for this evenin'
And it's up up up I'm headed for the clouds

Comin' down ain't the worst part
It only takes a second
To make a change that's gonna last

I hope you're gonna see these things some day
So don't stop lookin' for that light along the way

Sorry that we've spent so much of your time
Now I'm tryin' to put your riddle to a rhyme
Now it's up up up and headin' for this evenin'
And it's up up up I'm headed for the clouds
 It's Over And I didn't think about
All the ways I hurt you and myself
And I wouldn't say a thing to you
I keep it to myself in
My mind
And I can't stand without you
And I won't find the answers
When you're gone
But it's over to you
I can't find the answer when you're gone
And it's over to you
But you can't find the answer where you are
And you know I need you now
And this ain't easy to admit
But no one needs to know
What goes on behind
The door in my room
I'm kicking through the
Walls in my mind
And I can't stand without you
And I won't find the answers
When you're gone
But it's over to you
I can't find the answer when you're gone
And it's over to you
You can't find the answer where you are

I won't tear you down
I won't tear you down
To get inside the world you wanted
I'm kicking through the walls
But no one can believe
In things that never change
But it's over to you
I can't find the answer when you're gone
And it's over to you
You can't find the answers where you are
And it's over to you
I can't find the answer when you're gone
And it's over to you
You can't find the answer where you are


Sympathy 
Stranger than your sympathy
This is my apology
I'm killing myself from the inside out
And all my fears have pushed you out

I wish for things that I don't need
All I wanted
And what I chase won't set me free
All I wanted
And I get scared but I'm not crawling on my knees

Oh yeah everything's all wrong yeah
Everything's all wrong yeah
Where the hell did I think I was

Stranger than your sympathy
I take these things so I don't feel
I'm killing myself from the inside out
Now my head's been filled with doubt

It's hard to lead the life you choose
All I wanted
When all your luck's run out on you
All I wanted
You can't see when all your dreams are coming true

Oh yeah it's easy to forget yeah
You choke on the regrets yeah
Who the hell did I think I was

Stranger than your sympathy
All these thoughts you stole from me
I'm not sure where I belong
Nowhere's home and I'm all wrong

And I wasn't all the things
I tried to make believe I was
And I wouldn't be the one to kneel
Before the dreams I wanted
And all the talk and all the lies
Were all the empty things disguised as me
Yeah stranger than your sympathy stranger than your sympathy
 
What Do You Need? 
What do you need from me tonight
I feel you look right through me now
I can't pretend it's alright
Maybe we'll find a way somehow

Why do you need to turn it on
Why does it always feel so wrong

What do you need from me tonight
The truth is so complicated now
You feel so free to say
You're wrong

Fear makes you fragile darling
Hate is so heavy when you're weak
Now we're both lost in anger
When we're alone we'll
Find some peace

Why do we need to turn it on
Why does it always feel so wrong

What do you need from me tonight
The truth is so complicated now
You feel so free to say
You're wrong

Why do we need to turn it on
Why does it always feel so wrong

What do you need from me tonight
The truth is so complicated now
You feel so free to say
You're wrong, you're wrong
You're wrong, you're wrong

What do you need from me tonight
The truth is so complicated now
You feel so free to say
You're wrong

Why do we need to turn it on
Why does it always seem so wrong
 
Smash 
Hey. . .what are ya thinkin'
I tried to read your face
Say. . .say what you're thinkin'
Don't carry round that pain

Everytime I see you pickin' at yourself
I love . . .I love when things work out

Smash. . .I heard ya cryin'
Seven times this year
Crash. . .but now you're smilin'
Holdin' back your tears

Everytime i see you pickin' at yourself
I love . . .I love when things work out
Everytime I see you torturin' yourself
I love . . .I love when things work out

And I see it from another place right now
I'm comin' home before I hit the ground
Right back where I want to be right now

And I feel it
Smash
And I feel it
Smash
And I feel it
Smash
 Tucked Away Well I saw you once
Then I blew it for the next ten thousand days
Shoulda packed away

I needed to go back and show you
I needed to go back, I know it's wrong
I'll have to get along

Chorus:
Mama just called and said she's tucked away
Mama just called and said she's tucked away another day
Her mama just called and said she's tucked away
Her momma just called and said she's extra sad today

Well I spent the whole day yesterday on cliches about love
Makin' me remember when your pushes became shoves

I wanted to go back and show you
I needed to go back, I know it's wrong
I'll have to get along

Chorus

Now why'd you go and play my trust
Today's the same as yesterday
And I'm okay
I'll take a doctor's recommended time to get along
Since you've been gone
I'll get along oh any way at all

Chorus
 Truth Is A Whisper 
Truth is a whisper and only a choice
Nobody hears above this noise
Always a risk when you try and believe
I know there's so much more than me

Yeah I got caught in the ruse of the world
It's just a promise no one ever keeps
And now it's changing while we sleep
And no one can see

Chorus:
You know all I am
Feel this moment in you
You know all I am
Can you teach me to believe in something

Sometimes you choke on the smell
Just to breathe
I need to question what I need
Rhythm of silence
That beats through your mind
Still you forget what you deny

Yeah I got caught in the ruse of the world
It's just a promise no one keeps
And now it's changing while we sleep
And no one can see

Chorus

Who's the one you answer to
Do you listen when he speaks
Or is everything for you
And do you find it hard to sleep
Or is it easy on your own
Will you ever find some peace
Before you're gone

Chorus

Dizzy Up The Girl

**Dizzy**

You're cynical and beautiful

You always make a scene

You're monochrome delirious

You're nothing that you seem

I'm drowning in your vanity

Your laugh is a disease

You're dirty and you're sweet

You know you're everything to me

Everything you are

Falls from the sky like a star

Everything you are

Whatever ever you are

I wanna kick at the machine

That made you piss away your dreams

Tear down your defenses

Til' there's nothing there but me

You're angry when you're beautiful

Your love is such a tease

I'm drowning in your dizzy noise

I wanna feel you scream

Everything you are

Falls from the sky like a star

Everything you are

Whatever ever you are

**Slide** 
Could you whisper in my ear
The things you wanna feel
I'll give you anything
To feel it coming
Do you wake up on your own
And wonder where you are
You live with all your faults 
 
I wanna wake up where you are
I won't say anything at all
So why don't you slide
 
Yeah were gonna let it slide 
 
Don't you love the life you killed
The priest is on the phone
Your father hit the wall
Your ma disowned you 
Don't supposed I'll ever know
What it means to be a man
Something I can't change
I'll live around it 
 
I wanna wake up where you are
I won't say anything at all
So why don't you slide
 
And I'll do anything you ever dreamed to be complete
Little pieces of the nothing that fall
Oh may
Put your arms around me
What you feel is what you are
And what you are is beautiful
Oh May
Do you wanna get married or run away
 
And I'll do anything you ever dreamed to be complete
Little pieces of the nothing that fall
Oh may
Put your arms around me
What you feel is what you are
And what you are is beautiful
Oh may
Do you wanna get married or run away 
I wanna wake up where you are
I won't say anything at all

**Broadway**

Broadway is dark tonight
A little bit weaker than you used to be
Broadway is dark tonight
See the young man sitting in the old man's bar
Waiting for his turn to die

The cowboy kills the rock star
And Friday night's gone too far
The dim light hides the years
On all the faded girls

Forgotten but not gone
You drink it off your mind
You talk about the world
Like it's someplace that you've been

You see you'd love to run home but you know you ain't got one
Cause you're living in a world that you're best forgotten around here

Broadway is dark tonight
A little bit weaker than you used to be
Broadway is dark tonight
See the young man sitting in the old man's bar
Waiting for his turn to die

You choke down all your anger
Forget your only son
You pray to statues when you sober up for fun
You're anger don't impress me
The world slapped in your face
It always rains like hell on the loser's day parade

You see you'd love to run home, but you know ain't got one
Cause you're living in a world that you're best forgotten
When you're thinking you're a joke and nobody's gonna listen
To the one small point I know they've been missing around here

Broadway is dark tonight
A little bit weaker than you used to be
Broadway is dark tonight
See the young man sitting in the old man's bar
Waiting for his turn to die

You see you'd love to run home but you know ain't got one
Cause you're living in a world that you're best forgotten
And if you're thinking you're a joke do you think that they'll listen
To the one small point I know they've been missing around here
Round here
Broadway is dark tonight
A little bit weaker than you used to be
Broadway is dark tonight
See the young man sitting in the old man's bar
Waiting for his turn to die

**January Friend**

Reach for higher ground
About the way you look
The way you scream out loud
Mine just like the last time
It's all the same to me
She said

Let's pretend
My January friend
I'm wanting you again
I wanna touch ya
Every single heart that beats
Pretend

Cry
Don't cry out loud
Gotta bear your cross but never dream too loud
And you're tied
Tied to the next time
You realize your crimes

Let's pretend
My January friend
I'm wanting you again
I wanna touch ya
Every single heart that beats
Pretend

Time stood still Monday morning yeah
Showed me what I had to see
It's not the way I thought it should be

You're my January friend
And every heart that beats tonight's
Pretend

**Black Balloon**

Baby's black balloon makes her fly
I almost fell into that hole in your life
And you're not thinking bout tomorrow
Cause you were the same as me
But on your knees

A thousand other boys could never reach you
How could I have been the one
I saw the world spin beneath you
And scatter like ice from the spoon
That was your womb

Coming down the world turned over
And angels fall without you there
And I go on as you get colder
Or are you someone's prayer

You know the lies they always told you
And the love you never knew
What's the things they never showed you
That swallow the light from the sun
Inside your room

Coming down the world turned over
And angels fall without you there
And I go on as you get colder
Always someone. . .

And there's no time left for losing
When you stand they fall
Coming down the world turned over
And angels fall without you there
And I go on as you get colder
All because I'm

Coming down the years turned over
And angels fall without you there
And I'll go on now and lead you home and
All because I'm
All because I'm
And I'll become
What you became to me

**Bullet Proof**

Do you listen to yourself
Never live for someone else
Do you like the way you feel
Nothing hurts when no one's real
She wants to shake this scene
Yeah she wants to shake with me
She's not looking for the holes in all the lies

I wanna bullet proof your soul
Would you like to lose control
I won't let you fall until you tell me so

What are we
Everything
All I need
I've know before

Would you come my way
Or did you burn out to the end
Would you come my way
Should have listened when you called my name

Yeah she wants to tear you down
And she leaves without a sound
It's like falling backwards
Into no one's arms

You're a bullet through my soul
And I'll never let you know
I won't let you fall until you let it go

What are we
Everything
All I need
I've known before

Would you come my way
Or did you burn out to the end
Would you come my way
Should have listened when you called my name

**Amigone**

Every time you point your finger
Three more point right back at you
I'm not saying that it's something wrong with life
Cause that's a sad excuse
And age old game of rat and mouse
Chasing us from house to house
I'm not saying that there's something wrong with you
It's wrong with me as well

Are you alive
Amigone
Is it to late to call and tell you to be strong
Are you alive
Amigone
Was the poison in our love there all along
Amigone

Heavenly intoxication
Love's been marred by medication
Ain't it funny how a life can take a turn
When the end is near

Are you alive
Amigone
Is it too late to call and tell you to be strong
Are you alive
Amigone
Is it too late to face the truth that it was wrong
Amigone

I ain't saying that it's something
I ain,t gonna play along
I ain't wishing for a miracle
That miracle's gone wrong
And you're too strong

Amigone
Is it too late to call and tell you to be strong
Are you alive
Amigone
Was the poison in our love there all along
Are you alive
Amigone
Is it too late to call and tell you to be strong
Are you alive
Amigone
Was the poison in our love there all along
Amigone

**All Eyes On Me**

Daylight burns your sleepy eyes and
It's hard to see you dreaming
You hide inside yourself and
I wondered what you're thinking
And everything you're chasing
It seems to leave you empty

And it won't take long to burn
Through the nothing that you've learned
And the things you choose to be
All eyes on me

But your eyes look away
It's so hard to be someone
Strung out from today
And all that you knew slips away

You drown in deeper oceans
Inventing new religions
They smile and stab my back and
I lie and have to laugh

And it won't take long to burn
Through the nothing that you've learned
And the things you choose to be
All eyes on me

But your eyes look away
It's so hard to be someone
Strung out from today
And all that you knew slips away

And you hide in your room
And the light burned away
And you move from the truth
It's all so far from you

**Full Forever**

And I've had to fight
Another blurred affair tonight
Eyelids wrestle once again
Never gonna see my friend
Guided by the blinding white

Have you left home in spite
Knowing I'm alone tonight
Waiting for the light of day
Doesn't matter anyway
It's nothing that I need to say

And I've gone underground
I'm never hanging round
Should have made it back again

Why can't the moon stay full forever
Wednesday's bad but Friday's ain't much better
Why can't the moon stay full forever
Right now she's got nothing on her mind

Will this neverland
Free me from its clutching hand
It won't release me

And I've gone underground
Obsessions I have found
Couldn't make it back again

Why can't the moon stay full forever
Wednesday's bad Friday's ain't much better
Why can't the moon stay full forever
Right now she's got nothing on her mind

**Acoustic #3**

They painted up your secrets
With the lies they told to you
And the least they ever gave you
Was the most you ever knew

And I wonder where these dreams go
When the world gets in your way
What's the point in all this screaming
No one's listening anyway

Your voice is small and fading
And you hide in here unknown
And your mother loves your father
Cause she's got nowhere to go

And she wonders where these dreams go
Cause the world got in her way
What's the point in ever trying
Nothing's changing anyway

They press their lips against you
And you love the lies they say
And I tried so hard to reach you
But you're falling anyway

And you know I see right through you
Cause the world gets in your way
What's the point in all this screaming
You're not listening anyway

**All Eyes On Me**

**Full Forever**

**Acoustic #3**

**Iris**

And I'd give up forever to touch you

Cause I know that you feel me somehow

You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be

And I don't want to go home right now

And all I can taste is this moment

And all I can breathe is your life

And sooner or later it's over

I just don't want to miss you tonight

And I don't want the world to see me

Cause I don't think that they'd understand

When everything's made to be broken

I just want you to know who I am

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming

Or the moment of truth in your lies

When everything feels like the movies

Yhea you bleed just to know you're alive

And I don't want the world to see me

Cause I don't think that they'd understand

When everything's made to be broken

I just want you to know who I am

**Extra Pale**

Extra pale

Oh you're frail now

I couldn't laugh about it

Tragedy sets you free but

I should have known it from the start

I should have known that it was

Just another sequel

Just another reason for you

How's your day

Did it go your way but

You never ask about it

All the things I wish I'd be

I should have known it from the start

I should have known that it was

Just another sequel

Just another reason for you

Just another sequel

Just another reason for your sighs

Extra pale

Oh you're frail now

I couldn't laugh about it

Tragedy sets you free

I should have known that it was

Just another sequel

Just another reason for you

**Hate This Place**

Gone away

Who knows where you been

You take all your lies

And wish them all away

I somehow doubt

We'll ever be the same

There's too much poison

And confusion on your face

Can you feel it

I didn't mean it

Can I see you

What are we doing

I think I love you

But I ain't saying nothing you don't know

Hold on dream away

You're my sweet charade

Take your time

Move yourself to me

Yeah I can take your lies

Until you fall away

You know I'm lost

Hiding in your bed

No I don't think it's wrong

It's just gone to my head

Can you feel it

I didn't mean it

Can I see it

What are we doing

I think I love you

But I ain't saying nothing you don't know

Hold on dream away

You're my sweet charade

Hey what you doing to me

Would you come back to me

Yeah I can't do another day

I'm not certain of it anyway

I ain't messing with another life

Can I get along without you

Tell me lies

That you know I need

Hold on dream away

You're my sweet charade